it's official...

...i have absolutely no social life.

it's friday night -- where is lara? at her computer answering math question emails from her students (then again if they're working on calculus homework on friday night, apparently they don't have social lives either :P)

mostly this is my own doing. i avoid large groups of people for the most part so that limits me to one on one hanging out which i like just fine, but...

* ben is all about travelling to visit a certain friend of mine in delaware every weekend now

* scott is a born party-er and does his own thing on weekends

* colleen actually has other friends through her stuff with the catholic center, and she goes to large group things, so she circulates with lots of people i don't know on weekends

* leigh is perfectly happy being a hermit and watching movies all night or reading at barnes and noble on her own, and is not all about going out and doing the same things as me more than once in awhile

* eric is mr. super-motivated and is always working on math every night of the week (including friday... unfortunately for me from about friday noon til i go to sleep, my brain automatically shuts off for half a day)

this exhausts the list of usual suspects.

i miss in college where i had many many friends, any one of which i could generally call up and go do something with, and there were lots more people interested in (i) hanging out one on one, and (ii) doing the same random things i like to do. i've been anti-large groups enough here, and people's interests and habits have diverged enough that friday nights i just feel like a lazy, anti-social bum anymore... go me?

mostly this is ok -- but if any of you ever want to show up and entertain me some weekend, you're more than welcome. ;)

later dudes.