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i wish i could rewind my personality 3 or 4 years or so.

i'm still the same lara, but somehow, throughout stressful times in the past few years i've gotten way more neurotic, way more obsessive compulsive-ish, way more reclusive, way more lots of things.

life happens and you roll with it, but the life happening part changes you too, and i don't know that you can just reverse all of the changes that aren't so good and go back to how you were.

this is random, i'm done.

summary: i've changed in the past several years in lots of ways... some good, and some i really dislike myself for,... and i don't know how to fix it.

night. (for real this time).