oi

why do people have to make life more complicated than it should be?

i've been frustrated with (person who shall remain nameless) for several weeks now, but didn't know how to formulate it until recently (and had been too busy to think about things super-hard til recently)... but today, i sat down, typed 8K worth of "this is how i feel and why, please actually think seriously about the impact you have on others for once", set it aside for a couple hours, read it again, and sent it in email form.

no response as of yet, but for as to the core of some major issues as it was, if i get a response, i don't expect it to be for at least a couple days yet.

comment from a close friend who's been tuned in all along and read what i wrote after i sent it, "I can't imagine what it must have taken to write, but you are right on every account. It was well written and to the point. It was highly critical without being mean. Honestly, I impressed that you were able to write it so clearly. I think it was the best thing you could have said to him. I'm glad you sent it, but more than sending it to him, I'm glad you were able to clearly figure it out."

when did i get so good at expressing anger clearly?

oi.

i just wish there weren't situations that required sorting out anger and sending critical comments to resolve.

(yes, i'm vague tonight, sorry)

tomorrow's a horribly long day... time to crash.

night y'all.