i'm baaaaaaaaaaack

what a week so far... i'm... exhausted

and the next two weeks look like h*ll

yesterday i drove from memphis to pittsbugh (in 12.5 hours) on 3 hours of sleep)
last night i got much more sleep, but i drove back, then took awhile to unload all the stuff i brought back out of my car... errands and other such fun later, here i am

i'm exhausted.

i'm frustrated with people who don't realize how they affect others and cause pain where they don't mean to.

i'm totally discouraged about the qual... working for two hours tonight literally ended with an hour of me sobbing on the phone to eric, (who i must give major credit to for being a consistently having-faith-in-me enthusiastic cheerleader)

really though, i have 14 days to get confident about this test and pass it... i don't see how it's gonna work.

pray for me -- that things stick and that i can somehow buck my attitude which i really need to get rid of and don't know how to.....

hello to a very not so fun month....