self-analysis

why is it that when i have a million and one things to do, i'm ready to crash any moment, and then when i get a night where i have time to relax and get 7-8 hours of sleep i toss and turn and can't fall asleep... ai yai yai....

anonymous observation from yesterday: lara, you think a lot... if i had to write a fundamental theorem of lara, it would say "lara worries a lot... it's not that she just worries, she just thinks about all kinds of things that most people don't... while most people think about the talk they're giving while giving the talk, lara thinks about the dynamics of giving the talk and what could go wrong as she's giving it... lara doesn't just do a task, she overanalyzes every possible outcome first and rehearses her responses... lara just thinks too hard!"

more so lately than usual, but i think that's actually pretty accurate... maybe i should work on that, eh?

really, i'm not losing my mind... i promise! just waaay overstressed lately... after today that calms down a bit, after next wednesday it hopefully calms down a lot more. now, attempt 2 at getting some shut eye... night.